Love or co-dependency?!

[Gislaine]

I remember long time ago when i used to teach Sunday school, i had had a very good teacher who saw a gift in me and promptly send me on ministering to others.....one day, this fellow came to me and say something like this: " did you know why Hitler used to get so excited when he was speaking ? because he like to be in control "....

I thought to myself what is the problem with this guy, what does this have to this class?!

Sometimes God uses ungodly people to talk to us....later on I came to understand that i was trying to impose my teachings on people....

It was hard for me to admit for I was a co-dependent person....I had to go to a bad decision, terrible marriage, many years of counseling and a divorce to learn to leave it to God's control...

Today I still fell the same urge to help, to teach, to see people do better in life and my tendency is to try to make my opinions county, but I thank God for His gentle and merciful way to deal with me, to redirect me, every day He is teaching me to trust Him more and more...

I love to help, to serve, to be able to be a blessing on peoples life, but i have learn to listen to my father....

I pray that other people would learn to let go and to let God.....before is to late and we to became to get to " exciting about controlling".